America Sings

In the darkest hour America sings
from a soft whimper to a battle cry, the rain is now pouring down from heavens sky

America sings, she does not waver nor does she lose faith
she stands tall in the mist of her trials, she stands proud like a ballet dancer on her stagePrepared and ready to perform for us, this is not her curtain call

America calls out for the savior, now is the time she screams
the time she weeps, for the promises the people have yet to keep

America sings a mournful song, her vocals reach the clouds above us in the midnight sky and they soar higher each time, she has not given up, she has not fallen down and she is not weary

America Sings, a sirens song to call to thee, to unite us all
she speaks in a million tones that call out to our ears, she hums as the water swishes around to the beat of her broken heart, in the sea you'll find her tears
the mountains ache as they stare down once was and what will never be

America yearns for the day she will truly once again be free, she sings her song . her unfinished melody.

One Wish to Use

There once was a girl who found a fairy trapped in the TV. At first, she did not think it was a real fairy, but when she tried to change the channel, the fairy remained on the screen, banging her small hands against the glass.

 After unplugging the TV, the girl ran to her room to grab her baseball bat, the one she kept by her door in case her sister invited her to play, and used it to break the screen and free the fairy.

“How did you get in there?” she asked from the edge of the wreckage.

“A practical joke with a wood sprite gone wrong.” The fairy stretched her tiny arms and flexed her shimmery wings. “To thank you for freeing me, I will give you one wish.” She cupped her hands, chanted a spell, and blew a long breath between her fingers. “Wish well.”

She handed the girl a globe, small and sliver and wispy. Then she flew to the forest behind the house.

The girl was delighted with her wish and took it everywhere. She admired its many layers. She loved how it felt solid but looked like clouds. She adored how it fit right in her hand or tucked neatly in her pocket.

Soon, the girl’s excitement about her wish became too much to keep to herself.

She went to her brother and said, “The fairy from the TV gave me a wish. Would you like to share it with me?”

He did not take his eyes off his phone. “Go away.”

Then she went to her sister and said, “The fairy from the TV gave me a wish. Would you like to share it with me?”

“What does that even mean?” Her sister slammed buttons on the controller in her hands. “Actually, I don’t want to know.”

The girl sat on the front steps and waited the long hours until her parents came home. “Mom, dad, the fairy from the TV—”

“We’re busy.” Her mother focused on sorting mail, while her father pulled out boxes of frozen food to microwave.

“We both had long days.”

Even the dog had no interest in her wish, preferring instead to bark at the wind. The cat, as usual, was nowhere to be found.

For the rest of the evening, the girl carried around her wish, marveling at it and protecting it from harm. She traveled with it from room to room, its silvery glow brighter than the many devices whose screens were always aglow.

Just before dinner, her mother’s yell brought the family to the den.

“What happened in here?” She pointed to the broken pieces of the TV screen covering the floor.

“I freed the fairy trapped in our TV and look what she gave me.” The girl help up her wish.

“How come you got a wish?” her brother asked, for once looking not at his phone but at the wish in his younger sister’s hands.

“It isn’t fair,” her sister said. “I want a wish too.”

“There should be wishes for all of us,” her mother said. “Think of what we could wish for: a bigger house, new cars, early retirement… a new TV.”

Her father clapped his hands together. “We will trap the fairy and demand we all get wishes.”

The girl waved her silver globe. “But I have a wish I want to share.”

“No one wants your wish,” her sister said, “when we all could have our own.”

With her mother’s supervision, the girl cleaned up the mess from the broken screen while the rest of the family went into the forest to set a trap for the fairy.

After three hours, they heard high-pitched screams. The family gathered around the trap.

“We caught you,” her father said. “Now, give us all wishes.”

“Let me out!” the fairy cried.

“First give us our wishes, then we will let you go,” her mother said.

“Let me out!” the fairy yelled.

“We want our wishes,” her brother and sister sang, dancing around the fairy.

“Let me out!” the fairy screamed.

The family grew tired of the fairy’s shrieks and went into the house to plan what to do next.

The girl crept out the back door and snuck to the fairy.

She jumped up and down, but the trap was too high. She climbed a nearby tree, but the branch was too far. She looked in the shed, but the tools were too heavy.

Then she took out her wish and held it up for the fairy to see. “Would you like to share my wish?”

“Your wish would be wasted on me.”

The girl looked at the globe in her hands, the object she had come to love more than the idea of a wish itself. She thought about how her family wanted their own wishes. She supposed that, yes, they might need a bigger house or new cars or early retirement, whatever that was. But then she considered the fairy and how it was unfair to be trapped again so soon after being freed.

“I wish for the fairy to be free.” She held the silver globe above her head and let it tumble out of her hand.

Her wish shattered with the sound of breaking glass as silver smoke filled the air.

The fairy flew from the ruined trap, clumps of broken wish sticking to her. “Humans. They never listen.” She shook herself off, spraying silver dust everywhere. “The point was your family should have let me out. They had a lesson to leThe girl brushed silver dust from her hands. “Since I freed you again, can I have another w“Wishes are not so easy to grant, you know. Next time you get one, use it for yourself.”

Ichor Lake

Dylan stood still looking over Ichor Lake as it’s surface quietly danced under the stars. Her fingers had become numb but she didn’t care about her fingers, she also was not aware of how much time had actually passed. She let out a long sigh and stepped out of both her shoes. She curled her toes as the cold sharpness of the waters edge soaked them. She bent her feet back pulling off her socks then shrugged off her jacket. Dylan with another sigh then pulled off her shirt, shuffled out of her pants and lastly her bra and underwear hit the cold pebbles below her. She was unaffected by the frigid night air because her skin was fully flushed with her hot blood pumping furiously back and fourth through her veins. Dylan was deep in her thoughts.

            “I have to get out… I must leave you behind…I can do this…I can do this”

Dylan took in a deep breath and closed her eyes, she thought even deeper about what had led her here. It was hatred, for too long she had been trapped and could bear it no longer. She’d last looked at those watery eyes that stared back at her full of judgment, eyes that could no longer full of life. And that voice, a voice that spewed negativity like an un-yielding fountain of distain. These words always seemed to stay and swirl around in her head so loud it overpowered the world around her.

            “ Damn it, NO!” Dylan spat slapping her hands over her ears. The words started again; Worthless, nothing, unlovable. Dylan had enough, it was time to shed the person she hated most. She placed her hands on her face feeling a surge of sorrow then with a nod as if she had decided something Dylan traced her fingers along her hairline. Until she found a small horizontal cut on her forehead then dug her finger deep into it until her nail touched her skull. She slowly began to pull her skin downward. She twitched at the almost unbearable jolt of pain but continued. The sensation brought on a horrible deep burn as though boiling water was being poured between the her skin and her skull. She fought to breath through the pain but her desire to continue conquered her physical pain. Further still Dylan continued removing the skin from her eyes and she gasped as the cold dry hair hit her eyeballs. She had no choice but to fight the urge to blink and relieve them, as she no longer had eyelids as cover. But Dylan still press on, her skin folded over her mouth and the cold cold air spilled into her mouth.  She didn’t stop until it the last of her skin snagged as it ripped from her toenails.

Without skin there Dylan stood for a moment. No identity, just flesh. She took her deepest breath yet and walked up to the waters edge. A bloody blur reflected back and rippled away from the drops of blood to its surface. Dylan, with one quick glance over her shoulder at her skin flapping like tarp in the breeze, jumped into Ichor Lake. The liquid engulf her in bitter gelid seal. Just when she thought she was on the verge of freezing her head broke the waters surface. She no longer felt the icy cold but a sudden warmth and calm. Dylan, blinking, looked down at her body, she had been reborn. “It worked? I can’t believe this worked!” Dylan stepped back on the muddy bank her old skin was still flittered in its spot. She ran to pick up her phone and turn on her camera. Immediately she let out a scream in shock at what she saw. Dylan had not changed she was still the same Dylan. Suddenly her old flesh burst in flames and she jumped dropping her phone. The fire ended just as fast as it started and it seem to leave words in its ashes. Dylan slowly walked closer and read the message before her. LOVE YOURS


Growing up I have always known

there are many things I am not 

My beauty was all I had,



My reflection always proved

the one thing I possessed.

Until one day it revealed

that it was stolen, not fair.


Until it I was mine again,

 I would have no peace.

Vindication against a thief,

would win back all fairness.


I hired someone with skill,

and a promise that

a sharp shiny blade would suffice.

Briefly it returned

but overtime my beauty was lost

once more. 


Perhaps to have stitches sewn,

pulled so tight.

My beauty would be trapped

and forever mine.

However again,

I reflected a failure.


Lastly toxins,

just below the surface.

meant to reverse it's treachery.

A plan once more met with defeat.

What was reflected 

was only flaws and ailment.


As I look in the mirror now, 

I don't see beauty

I see loss.

Too long I've many foes of the wrong sort

Time is no foe but a fact. 

Acceptance is my only

true friend. 


The Jump

In one second 4.3 people are born, in one second the earth travels 18 miles and in one second a honeybee flaps its wings 200 times. But in one-second Addison’s heart stopped. Earlier that day Addison decided she would be called uptight for the last time.

            For 28 years of living she’s heard it more than she liked to admit. But for it to be the very reason she didn’t get the long awaited on air journalist position, her dream position, sent her confidence on a free fall. Apparently to the execs she came off as “uptight” on camera and they were looking for someone more “fun”.

            No one at the NXT network put more heart and soul into their work than Addison. Even starting as an intern she put in 60 hrs. a week. Everything she did was thoroughly planned out. Even on her free time she never ceased to find the best stories and she spent countless hours of revision to cover all possible angles. Her friends, though she had very few, constantly told her to loosen up but she couldn’t even if she tried. The problem was if Addison were not to be completely thorough in her work she’d become overwhelmingly nervous she might have missed an important fact or point. This relentless worry caused restlessness that would then make her too tired to focus at work, which in turn made her anxious. Addison had become a perfectionist to combat her anxiety. Plus her hard work is what earned her two promotions in the 6 years she’s been at NXT. The moment she heard word of the on air position opening, she was sure hands down it was hers.

            The moment she stepped out of the office is the moment she accepted the rejection and it literally knocked the breath out of her. Breathing more shallow unable to stop replaying their words as they repeated round and around in her mind; “too uptight” “over thinking” “positivity was forced” “non impulsive”. Her heartbeat sped up even more as she realized there was nothing she could do. She wasn’t impulsive; she planned out everything she did. She was uptight for the sole purpose of being perfect in everything she did but it would be impossible to perfect her personality to be fun. Her thoughts and their words caused a vortex of dismay making her dizzy. She’d never felt this way before, rapid heart rate, short of breath, dizzy. All she could do was run away, away from the rejection filled office and away from her emotional response.  Unfortunately, her newfound fear caught up to her as she reached the lobby, she braced herself on a bulletin board. Her insides seemed to be squeezing in on themselves; she took in slow shaky breaths to push through the pain. She didn’t like this feeling, she tried to focused to clear her mind. The pain slowly subsided and as she took in another breath, her eyes fixated on a flyer for skydiving. In that moment she decided she never wanted to feel this feeling again. She took in another deep breath, ripped off a tab and walked to her car.

            Now here she was, the buzz of the plane flooded her ears, air blasting chilling her skin, the stranger she was strapped to gave her a thumbs up, it was the "go ahead" signal and all she had to do was return the gesture to confirm the jump. Addison began to bring her hand upward, she didn’t think of what would happen next, she didn’t think of the landing, she didn’t think of what would happen once it was all over. Addison just let her heart fill with thrill and let her nerves feel excitement. Her hand formed a fist and the second her thumb came up was the second Addison’s heart stopped. It stopped being old Addison’s heart and Addison’s new heart took over and never ceased. 

Calamity Garden

I stood within an isolated garden, surrounded by brilliant green leaves punctured with pink and red roses. Following a floral path I put my nose to a near by Calendula allowing the sweet smell to flood my senses. A cottontail bunny hopped happily over grass blades that swayed at the tip of its toes. A harmony of birds chirping nearby fell upon my ears like bells. Stepping back I took in the enormous layout letting its welcoming appearance take hold of me. I was not sure when or how I arrived here but lost in it’s beauty all questions fell from my mind.

My eyes rested on the heart of the garden, where a circular fountain lay. Automatically I walked to the fountains edge, it’s surface flashed red and orange as coy fish fluttered merrily below. I sat upon the fountains edge, stuck in a trance watching the water surface dance, my whole body seemed to be transfixed by its calm, kind, generous beauty. Foolishly I leaned too far over the edge and fell head first. In that split second I thought I knew what to expect as my dry warm body made contact with the colorful wet surface. I expected to feel the soft crash of cool temperature, I was even a little delighted to meet the invigorating feel it gave my skin. But no such feeling came.

Instead of floating I sank at an alarming speed. Although it seemed impossible for the fountain to be so deep I continued sinking into darkening murky still water. It was neither cool nor warm, were it not for the pressure I would have seconded guess I was actually in water. I felt nothing, like I was falling into numbness for what felt like days. Until, finally, I felt its muddy floor seep between my toes. Instantly I kicked off and at that very same moment the need to breath took over all my senses. Concentrating all my strength to my legs I swam towards the surface. Eyes wide open I search for the surface but only darkness starred back giving me an eerie feel that no surface actually existed. But the need for air burned my insides and the pressure of the water seemed to increase. My chest felt it would collapse inward, my heart seemed to have shrank but because I knew it was still beating I did not dare stop. I struggled to swim as algae attached itself to my limbs weighing me down, the muscles in my legs stiffened from exhaustion but I fought the robotic feel that took over them. At last some dim light appeared above.

A spark went off inside me, bringing to life a flame of hope. Now even harder I kicked as if the heavens were my destination. My face broke the waters surface unexpectedly fast. Chilly dank air filled my thirsty lungs and I choked on the vinegar taste of the water. I opened my eyes blinking in shock, there was little light. I flinched at first as I realized there were other things floating in the pond with me. I squinted staring at the gray figures then jolted out of the water as I realized they were the rotting carcasses of the coy fish. I stammered to my feet and took another breath foolishly expecting sweet air only taking in more thick, bitter air. I surveyed the garden through the fog, the once welcoming oasis was now a rotting wasteland.

It was all a ruse, thought to be a safe haven garden it was actually a calamity. The soul of this haven was the embodiment of false hope and broken dreams. The fountain was a heart I heedlessly dove into only to find hatred and pain within its depth. And once there it grabbed hold of me hoping to steal back life it once contained. Falling in love was falling into dark dank hell. I could not stay I had to leave.

 Trembling, I looked down at my hands they were not almond-red  full with life but gray as if blood no longer flowed beneath the skin. I looked back at the fountain wondering if I had died there. The roses and calendulas were dried and molded. Bushes and trees bare, not a bird or bunny in sight. There was just no life here. Then gradually my ears picked up on muffled voices dispelling all else from my thoughts.  It was coming from outside.

I ran to the high bushes that encased the decrepit garden and even though the bushes did not have leaves I still could not see past them. I screamed for help but stopped as no sound escaped.  Stricken with fear I screamed three more times the next one longer than the last but no sound came. Suddenly the need to escape hit me just the same as the need to breath when I was in the fountain. I plunged my fist through the branches shocked but relieved as I was able to feel warm dry air on the other side. Adrenaline now took the wheel and I pulled and broke back branches in a fury. I wrestled against sharp tips that sliced and scratched my skin. Finally my right foot landed on soft grass and I contorted my body to twist completely out of its wicked constraints. Trembling now with joy I looked at my hands full with life again.  I placed my right hand over my heart. It beat fast but felt smaller than when I arrived but I knew I was safe and I knew one day it would become whole again. 

A Flame

Clouds hang low,

as if they’ll split

their smoky bellies

upon buildings,

spilling everything

on everything.

Breaths of white cold brume

in listless air,

I can feel them sigh

like you did on that rooftop

in January, when we could have

still been seedlings

in the awakening earth

next to each other,

roots entwined as we rose, pushed up

moist earth to hungrily feel

the wide flame of summer.

But there has been no sun

for many days,

that is fine--

winter holds a flame

hotter than any of summer:

the desire to bloom again.


Today is the day, today is the day I'll tell her how much I love her

I say this to myself as I muster up the courage to look at her in the eyes and let my words spill out finally, I've waited so long that I am weary by now, weary from the heartbreaking moments of watching another have many more chances with you then I ever could, simply wishing I was closer , closer to you so you can see just how much you mean to me
My smile is bright as I type out the words beforehand like an elaborate novel, I want to double check, triple check and reread through everything, I want to see my confession through her dazzling blue eyes.
those eyes, that pull me in until I am sinking. I wonder what shes thinking
I finally leave her a message, something cute to brighten up her day, maybe she'll get the hint and I won't even need to confess
I imagined that thought so many times, I ran the idea that you might love me too through my mind. what it would be like if she confessed first, maybe she loves me too but she's too shy to admit it. I hope she thinks of me more then only a friend, I want her to love me, Love me like I'm her first love and her last. Like I'm the only one on her mind..the girl she always wanted to find in those fantasy stories of hers, I want to be the person she never knew she needed and the one she'd never let go of
As I wrap up my love letter in red and velvet and feel my heart go crazy in my chest, beating around like a caged bird as I come closer and closer
My tone is friendly and my eyes light up at the chance to see her again today, my palms are sweaty from the nerves, I take in deep breaths and try to relax, today is like any other day I tell myself.

"Hello" she says, a single word again and it doesn't feel like any other day, maybe today isn't a good time, maybe shes busy or tired, yes that's it, shes tired because of work and she might not be in a good mood, definitely not in the mood for a confession, I should wait until shes happier, wait until the perfect moment, I can wait again, I can wait another day. I can be more prepared next time

Today is the day I've waited, the day I've waited yet again
Tomorrow will be the better day.

Tribute to a Dying Appreciation for Progress

A case of inexplicable double personalities plague the lives of the youth, the old, the world. Like chameleons we adapt, chop and change to our environment. All the while we convince ourselves, believing that the world is allowed to see what it sees as long as we truly know who we are inside.

But, what happens to those too young and fresh to understand that one concept; the concept that you can be whoever you want to be yet hold your true self high above what the world wants to see. To see and value your real self.

I’ve only had two periods of time in my life where I’d truly felt like myself. From the moment, I was born up to my 13th birthday, I knew who I was yet I never simplified it in words and commit it to a mantra so that I would not lose myself to the journey ahead. Between the age of 17 and this very moment, I again understand who I am. At this very moment, I have snapped out of this life which resembled a foggy haze that had seeped through my skin long enough to make me believe this was all He wrote. Time stood still and I triggered the play button so that I’ve now revealed to myself that I’m simply starring in a continuation of my long lost forgotten innocence; the innocence shattered by the realities of the world at 13 where most children experience confusion.

Only now have I realized that the world has made a fool of itself. All around me we’ve committed certain behaviors to heart. One of which encompasses the stupidity of the idea that a grown up does not play. Should not relax. Should always have eyes for the future. The green that grows on our side of the living must be tended to, yes. Yet, I have too many times seen that we’ve grown into the habit of overfeeding the grass before it was given any appreciation for its hue. Mothers and fathers make haste to their child’s accomplishments yet fail to appreciate the progress. Lovers only feel horrid times where there were supposed to be pleasant ones. Brothers only itch for male dominance in households when it should be  Man’s job to create and preserve peace in it. Sisters will fight for mirrors and approval when the approval they seek had been in each other’s eyes all along. Friends will create the illusion of family in one another when the existing friendship should simply be an addition to it. The appreciation we lack for the simple things in life reflect on us as individuals. Only a child can see the solution in its simplicity while we’ve been convinced instead to believe that it was much more complex. The strain of thought into “who am I” has worn down the creativity of our minds. It has chopped down our green grass to have us believe that there is no grass at all so that it needs more watering. The overflow kills the spirit. It will soon kill the princes and princesses that we all are.



Zipping past a rainbow blur of flowers,

its prismatic wings reflect the surroundings.

Four wings so clear, barely there,

drift along the airs aroma.


It fluttered to my radio,

still it was for a moment.

Just long enough to evoke pangs of envy,

before it lifted away.


The pressures of time

slip past its wings.

Higher it rose in the sky,

knowing nothing of expectations,

nothing of responsibilities.

It knows only to fly

from land over lakes, it goes



No cares, no concerns.

But it is in search of something

a place to rest,

a peaceful solitude

airy content of freedom. 

Paper or Plastic?

Paper or Plastic?

I scan Diet Coke, Dole orange juice, and Ocean Spray cranberry juice, each barcode causing another beep.  They all fit in one bag.  Chicken nuggets, Lunchables, and Chips Ahoy cookies fit in another. She must have children. Next, I ring up ten cans of cat food.  I guess she has cats.     

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A Nap

Balmy light leaks from cracks--

the sun is still young.

Cacophony of a jet engine

tears through air shaking walls

from 10,000 feet above

while undisturbed dust sleeps

in tiny trenches on my eyelids.

The world makes its slow,

heaving effort to turn within 24 hours--

even the planet itself

must be on time.

While it moves, I dream

of cities in ruin, trembling

from unchecked power.

Men with red egos

bigger than the nations they rule  

shout into microphones, deceit

and poison tainting their saliva.

People cower

in their homes, unsure

of what is coming.

Let fear erupt in our hearts,

thrash into blue veins,

and fuel our cries.

Let our nerves become the speech

that stirs a thousand hearts.   

Draw courage, like venom,

from the enflamed bite

until it coats the skin like sweat.

Our passion becomes an ocean swell

raging over quaking plates.

Take all the fear, anger, and sadness  

and fill every molecule

so that it keeps us wide awake

with no need to escape

in mid-day sleep. 



The rain was cool against my skin. With each pellet came a tiny splash of relief to the heat radiating from my pores. The blood in my veins is scorching hot with resentment, guilt and sorrow. The rain helps to distract me from the sound of other people’s cries, simply closing my eyes isn’t enough. I need some distraction to keep my composure. Real men never cry, no matter the situation. That’s what my father told me, when he said it to me I was twelve years old.

I remember months before that I asked if he would teach me to fight like him but he flat out refused, saying no one had taught him to fight, he learned on his own. My father constantly reminded me of the time he entered a small time boxing match in his hometown when he was just nineteen and won, self-taught. He won six consecutive matches after but quit when my mom got pregnant with me. And so as my Dad put it, he “man’d up” got married; they got jobs and moved to a different town to raise me. Five years later my mother passed away and so my father got a second job, taking on all the duty in raising me.

My father never let a year pass without reminding me of the sacrifice he made to take care of me. Said no one had ever seen a kid fight the way he did especially without a trainer and had he had the chance he probably would’ve been a world champ. Over time I began to secretly watch him practice on the punching bag in his room. It was thrilling to watch, he was incredible. The quickest jabs I’ve seen moved in a blur through the air. He bobbed and weaved as if it were some kind of choreographed dance. His hooks were filled with so much power I was sure he would rip the bag from the ceiling with each blow. When he wasn’t home I started to practice on it myself, mimicking everything my father did. After months of relentless practice, my arms grew stronger and faster. I felt ready, ready to show him.

When he arrived from work one late summer afternoon I somehow mustered up the courage and told him I’d taught myself to fight. One corner of his mouth twisted into a smile and he asked me to show him. Instantly I charged at him, rapidly punching at his stomach. My arms never felt so strong and I just knew he was impressed. I kept going at him, my body was charged with adrenaline, it felt so powerful; lethal even. Then I decided to go for an uppercut, I turned my body sideways leaned forward and felt the strength of my shoulder as it carried my arm up towards the sky.  But suddenly everything in my body went limp as a jolt of staggering pain pounded the left side of my face. In a flash, the blood vessels around my eye felt as if they’d exploded through my skin. My eyeball felt as if it melted in the socket. I hit the floor hard, my flesh was burning, seconds later I exhaled and tears bust out my eyes along with my breath. I shuddered through the pain as I came to realize what happened. My father struck with a most unforgiving blow. That’s when my father said those all too familiar words, “Real men don’t cry". However, in that moment I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I sobbed along to the beat of my throbbing eye. My father walked out of the room leaving me to it and that was the last time I cried.

For nine years my father tested me and time and time again I took the pain like a man, never letting a single tear drop. Until finally one summer, the last summer, my uppercut rang true. Unfortunately, my victory was short lived as the very next day my father put my things outside and said since I thought I was such a man it was time for me to go. I didn’t ask him any questions, I just left. I didn’t know how to live on my own but I knew if I asked my father he’d just tell me, no one taught him. So I left without looking back. It’s been 36 years since then, for 36 years I was real man, on my own. For 36 years I’ve worked hard, I got married and had my own son and made it a point to teach him everything I know in spite of my father.

Only now,,  my fathers coffin is being lowered into the ground and I can’t stand the sight. For 36 years I’ve proved to him I was a man. But for 36 years I’ve never realized how much I missed this man. I look back down at my right hand watching the cool rain hit the back of my knuckles. I stare as the liquid trails down my skin, I stare until my hand becomes blurred. I shut my eyes closed just as I feel hot droplets splash across the backside of my hand.   

How's your dating life?

How's your dating life?

That's why women plaster pics of their body on the gram
With these unnatural waists, tits, hips, and ass
Women that didn't need all this extra tightening and plumping
Until People magazine and them made us feel like nothing compared to the Kardashians, Rihanna, Yonce and all the rest
That need all the money and beauty professionals in the world to look their best
But we often forget

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Dungeons and Dragons Inspired Short Story

I awoke from my slumber to a shining light in my eye. The tavern in which my room was located stood in a village not too far from where I first set off into my journey from my comfy little cottage house. Jardon and I, Kaleb, ran into each other some years back over a family dispute. Today I had woken up from the room that I rented for myself and now await for my colossal friend to awaken from his slumber as well. After a while of using the conveniences which the tavern had provided us, Jardon soon came knocking on my door with his battle axe leaning off his shoulder and all.

I was always impressed with Jardon’s choice of weaponry. His axe had the components of, well, an axe, and a hammer with a handle made by the finest craftsmanship. I, on the other hand, simply wielded a war hammer and a hand axe. Both slung off my crisscrossed holster which made an X on my back. One slot held my hammer and the other my axe. I made sure to have my crossbow readily equipped in my hand. Each of my weapons were engraved with the same symbol; a mace with a boot on it which was the symbol that praised my fellow Dwarflings’ lord, Marmathello. I hold it an honor to serve as cleric to our lord and savior Marmathello.

As I admire the size of my friend, as it surely is what has protected us from trouble in the past, he motions for me to grab my stuff so that we may continue our journey. Perhaps we will appease our own objectives by the end of it.

After three days of long rest at the town’s tavern, Jardon and myself are refreshed and ready to complete our journey by any means necessary. I long to free my cousins from captivity while Jardon tagged along in the hopes of punishing those who captured my family; they’ve had a reputation for raiding villages. They’re mistake was to have slaughtered Jardon’s dearest sister, Ellie. According to Jardon, their heartlessness will not go unchecked.

For a long while, the path we chose as we entered the forest was idle. This was until I heard a sharp whip through the air that sounded much like an arrow...and so it was. The arrow landed with a quick thud to my right in between Jardon and I. At that moment, our heads rose from the arrow on the ground to each other.



Another two would have impaled both of us had we not sprinted to the cover of bushes to our left and right of our path. The raiders reveal themselves; two Orcs with crossbows supplied by bolts. With my crossbow readied, I shoot with the hopes of blinding the Orc closest to me. I could’ve been successful had it not been for the slip of my finger due to my haste and it was now caught in the bone right below his eye socket. The Orc I just shot was not pleased and readied another bolt towards me while the Orc next to him readied his own bolt towards Jardon as Jardon had already frenzied uncontrollably toward the unharmed Orc. In a panic, I cast a protective barrier on Jardon except it wasn’t the strongest one so any damage done to him would still harm him. I would take half of the damage for him. I assumed this was a good idea since they couldn't act quickly with the constant reloading of their crossbows. Therefore, there wouldn't be much damage done to Jardon anyway. I was mistaken. Jardon manages to grab the Orc by the neck and slam him to the ground but the Orc I injured pulls out a hand axe from his holster. I immediately pull out my own hand axe and let it fly towards the Orc’s wrist. As the orc recoils for a final death blow on Jardon, my hand axe manages to slice through bone. He lets out a roar which I had assumed was from pain but actually turned out to be anger. With his only available arm, he grabs the back of Jardon’s neck and sends him flying in my direction. The weight of him was unbearable and I heard a crunch from my arm from when I attempted to keep myself from hitting the ground too hard. As Jardon was stunned and unable to move, the least injured Orc swung his hammer into Jardon’s chest. A disturbing crack came from Jardon’s chest. These Orcs have proved that they’d matched my fellow traveler and he now lay unconscious on top of me while I, reliant on my magic to compensate for my strength, could not move. Being the youngest of my cousins, I was merely a cleric in training. The Orc who I’d handicapped slowly walked up to me with a satisfied grin as he was the one with my battle axe in hand and I was at a disadvantage.

“Finish him quickly,” says the second Orc.

“Don’t tell me what to do.”

The handless Orc swing back for a critical blow. Then, by amazing chance, my mind was able to recall the ‘Command’ spell I had trouble learning in my earliest days as a Cleric in training. I had not yet perfected my technique and the average concentration to successfully perform the enchantment took up to at least 1 minute. All I could think was to attempt to fit a minute’s worth of concentration into 5 seconds. I closed my eyes and blocked all sound. I let my mind flow with memories of enchantment as I willed my command to reach both Orcs.

“By the lord’s will of the Hill dwarfs, you will do as I command!” I released with the breath I had left.

Both froze in place and simultaneously faced themselves in my direction.

“End him with the axe in your hand.” The Orc with the axe let out a battle cry that was unhinged and proceeded to jump onto his Orc friend, slicing the axe in and out of open flesh one after the other. He stared mindlessly at his butchered friend.

“End yourself.”

He lifts up his bloodied axe and slices his own throat open. He falls to the ground next to me and I watched as the life drained from his eyes. I grimaced as I pushed Jardon off inch by inch. Thankfully I didn’t attempt to do this during battle. The Orcs would definitely have seen the chance to finish me off during my struggle. Before our trip I constructed a paste that could awaken the unconscious and this is what I did for Jardon. He stirred a bit. Slowly but surely he regained his senses. He let out a roar of laughter.

“Good job, my friend,” he bellowed as he firmly pounded my back in a congratulatory fashion.

“I must create a splint for my arm.”

“Take one of your elixirs! You deserve it.”

“I won’t take any until I’m sure we’ll find more. That is...if we have the fortune of finding a merchant’s shop. It’s not like the ingredients are easy to find. I must keep these in case we reach my cousins. Who knows what condition we’ll find them in.”

Jardon shrugs his shoulders and off we go again after I fastened two sticks with twine to support my arm.